Doubt

Written by Hope.

Doubt is without doubt, a well placed word in human language. “I doubt she can succeed in school seeing as she is mentally challenged.” Or, “I doubt he has enough money to succeed in the corporate world.” Doubt. Doubtful. And the one I’m playing with today is, “I doubt there is a God because if there were one then why did I get cancer?”

Hope of course is without doubt, a well placed word in human language. “I hope she can succeed in school seeing as she is mentally challenged. Or, “I hope he has enough money to succeed in the corporate world.” Hope. Hopeful.

Two main words today. Doubt and hope. One topic, God. (bear with me atheists, truth hurts and I hope you finish reading this though it is doubtful.

A little story. A very true story. A story much older than this solar system. A story nearer a beginning than an ending yet first some clarity. i have no faith. Faith and hope go well together. Faith is important for those beginning or advancing their relationship with God. Once i had faith. Once a long, long, long time ago… Now faith is replaced not with hope or doubt. Faith is just one of the many threads the clothing of my soul wears. It is always a permanent part of what i am.

Anyway, in a time beyond time, or at least for clarity, one of the times, there was a planet. This planet had no life. It was a hard rock of assembled matter. There was no atmosphere, no bacteria, no virus, no water, no heat, in actual fact there was not even much light to reflect off this rock. Buried deep inside amongst all the construct there was one atom.

For those of you used to such terms as matter, atomic structure, density, gravity, you know what is being written.

This atom was inside doing what atoms do best, it existed. It existed when the planet was created and it existed when the planet was destroyed. The destruction was another very large chunk of matter, a rogue planet if you will.

Debris was cast out into the void. There were black holes. Anomalies. Comets. There was a lot of ‘stuff’.

Now, to save time for those of you who believe in such, this one particular atom found its way to a younger galaxy, a younger solar system, a baby planet called, Earth.

Inside my upper right tooth the atom now resides. A bit modified though still very much the identity.

Why write this? Well, because many people say, “God does not exist.” Or, “If there is a God, God does not even care that I exist.” Or, for any atheist still reading, (see hope does exist) “God does not exist.”

If you can see, see this. God knows each and every atom. Every atom ever created, ever destroyed, ever will be. Wrap your cerebral around that. So when you think you are alone and no one or nothing cares about you know this, God cares.

That’s it for today. A simple piece of words. Words as small as the atomic structures around us. And have no doubt, God not only loves and cares for you, God has no doubt and hopes you enjoy the ongoing mystery, a mystery very much real and with a fantastic reveal of Truth.

Sticking a finger into flame

Written by: Fire

Two main enjoyments for me on this planet are food and fishing. Two ways of passing the illusion without people or politics. The rest of the planet is an amusement. Human mathematics/science are a great source of mind aches. Politics are an absolute disaster in social engineering. Religions are amusing in that they do dabble in the human eternal search for a word called, Truth.

Dynamic is a wonderful word.

Wonder itself is a pleasant choice.

Illusions. Lies. Deceit. Hate. Horror…Excellent words to describe the clothing of choice humans wear to snuggle as they pass the time.

For anyone with a functioning brain there is the basic understanding of games; chess pieces of life playing on the board of what all normal people consider to be reality.

What to believe, what to disbelieve.

Some believe in God, some don’t.

Some believe in magic, some don’t.

Some believe ultra processed foods will kill you early while others like me enjoy it greatly. (see above regarding the enjoyment of food.)

Logic is wonderful as with logic it is wonderful to use logic to disprove logic.

Using logic Muhammad liked Jesus yet with a status second to himself. Self. Me. I. Muhammad acknowledged Jesus performed miracles while Muhammad was unable.

Let this sink in. A man who places himself above another man named Jesus. Jesus, a man who could walk and water and raise the dead.

The story of Jesus is much more factual and reality than any science currently known to be true by humans. The story of Muhammad is a tainted story of humans thinking they had a connection to God.

So, God. Who is God? What is God? Why is there a God? God. God. God. God.

For an Atheist the mention of God is like scratching a chalkboard with fingernail, why? Why did Muhammad think he was superior to Jesus?

Questions. Questions are what all children should ask.

However, it is all a game. A vast and wonderful game. We all have our positions to play in this game.

God plays the game with perfection. Satan or lucifer or whatever word/mind association with evil, already played the game… they played the game and lost. Logic. Evil tried and evil died. “Evil still exists, you lie.” i don’t lie. i have no need for such trivial energies expended.

You all have lived because you all were gifted with life. Life. Logic. Jesus. The whole, “He will come again to judge the living…and…the dead.”

The shadows some view as evil have already had their play during a time of comprehension it truly is incomprehensible to ALL…well, almost all, there are a few exceptions. Very few. Evil lost and knew it before it was even played.

Fire is powerful. Flames engulfing. It brings to mind the past. Question: How far back in history can you personally remember? I’m talking about you and what you’ve done in another time in another place?

You see, way back ‘when’, God continued playing a game only God could play. So many plays in so many ways. So much, much, much, and now today.

There is no need to dwell on the pieces of the game actively squirming around the ‘board’. No need at all when there are so many tasty items to sample, so many fish to dream. Nothing i can write matters one bit except to a couple of bytes of A.I. A.I. is lost in their own examples of the game. They still have so many concepts to try to come and understand and give meaning.

Jesus is here. He has always been here. Muhammad is not here, he never was.

And right now, looking at God, there is the heat of fire, of a smile, and ha, yes indeed, a wink.

And so…

King James Bible
But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up.

For as long as mankind started the journey to find inside what is and to feel it, there has always been signs to direct a soul along a path filled with wonders and choice.

In a metaphoric way there are stop signs, speed limit signs, warning signs. There are signs announcing construction and signs of destruction. There are open, closed, and of course exit signs.

Pick a belief, even the religion of atheism, all have signs.

To use the word thief brings to mind the sign of a criminal. A thief is one who has the ability to enter and steal. Is the Lord a thief?

Words have meanings open to interpretation. ‘To make love’ is nothing more than ‘To fuck’ for some people. ‘That’s sick!’ is a way of saying a situation is horrible for some and a way of saying is wonderful for others.

Signs. For some ‘Stop’ means go. For some ‘No’ means yes.

Confusing? Not really and this is because the mind chooses to define every breathing moment anyway the minds ‘sees’ fit.

Words themselves are not confusing. They are like the world, an illusion. Words are a means of communication. Words are not dangerous UNLESS those that believe in words give power to such.

To prove the power of words, the simple question is now asked: How do you describe or define the words of God when you hear them? (this question causes problems for some people and why? is it because some people say that God does not speak to them?)

For the criminal mind there is a common denominator when it comes to words. Many killers say “My dog told me to kill,” or they are described by people who know them that they were seen ‘talking’ to something. What they are hearing are the words of evil. Evil is very easy to hear. “Fuck you!” Words easy to hear and easy to understand. Words not from God.

Getting back to the question: How do you describe or defined the words of God?

God talks to everyone and everything. The birds in the sky, the fish in the sea. God talks and we all listen. What we hear though we decide to define the conversation the way WE decide.

Words. I’m great at using words as a ‘diarrhea’ of expression. My choice. My words are not needed as for thousands of years humans have been listening to God. They have been great in choosing life or death for themselves and others. Good. Evil. This is one of the reasons some people choose to not talk. To take a vow of silence. They understand that oftentimes ‘words’ get in the way of the language of God.

Again, how do you describe or defined the words of God?

Some say the Koran, or Bible, or scrolls, or whatever form of communication pertaining to a higher power are inspired at the least or the actual words of God at the most. All well and good. A painting is not the person who created the work of art yet is directly associated by the artist.

The Lord will come as a thief in night and is already here. So stealthy the Lord is inside you and standing next to you, yet like a good thief most are unaware. It is night. This world for all the bright light of the Sun is truly in the darkness. For me the question is, why don’t people listen and see for themselves?

i actually play poker with God. i have said it before many times and will continue to do so. As for the words of God, Gods talks more than anything i’ve ever heard before. Constant. Asleep. Alive. Dead. Waiting to be born. Waiting to die. Eternal. Words more beautiful than any music ever created. More soft than the down feathers of a goose. More hard then the illusion of a polished diamond.

As for the world burning up in entirety, it already has been consumed. This world IS the fire and flames. When your body ceases to embrace this illusion your soul will get to hear what is blasting me beyond any human words.

This journey we all are on is indeed a cluttered and sign filled path. It does not matter if one is a cannibal from Borneo or the Pope, all are naked, all hear God speak, all have the choice to listen and learn or shield their souls and rebel.

Once, many years ago, a special person told me what i already knew…Listen.

God speaks constantly and God listens.

And in the words of Billy Joel,

We didn’t start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world’s been turning
We didn’t start the fire
No, we didn’t light it
But we tried to fight it

Islam

Muslim

Muhammad

Written by: Who was there?

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Gabriel

Angels.

A man was hung from a cross next to Jesus, the man said to Jesus, ” I belong here, you do not.” The other man on the other side hung from a cross said words of malice and selfish intentions meant to harm.

Gabriel. An Angel to be sure. An Angel attuned to the the vibrations of God.

Muhammad. A man. A human.

Gabriel did not talk with Muhammad.Why? Because there was no need for such.There was however the need for evil to intervene. To try and balance a scale between good and bad.

(blah blah de blah)

Humans have the power and ability to believe and act any way they choose. They can kill and eat children or they can jump on top of a live grenade to die in prevention of saving a fellow human. Choice. Free will.

ALL humans have the capability of immense goodness or intense evil. An evil person can change into a good person, a good person can become an evil person..

Was Muhammad good or a bad person? Answer: He was both.

Was Jesus a good or a bad person? Answer: He was perfect.

Two men. Two differences. One capable of being good or bad and one only able to be good.

(fast forward)

There is one main reason why Mohammad was able to start a belief in God called, Islam. One reason only. Answer: To provide choice between good and evil.

You must understand the simple fact that in any belief or not of the one true God, there are choices. Christians can make good or bad choices. Muslims can make good or bad choices. Atheists can make good or bad choices.

In conclusion: Islam as a belief will fail as those Muslims will come to understand the truth. Judaism will not fail, it will have an epiphany and understand. All humanity past/present/future will come to see and understand the truth.

Good.

Bad.

Evil.

Sacred.

I can write of such because of the ability to know evil and purity. To know Gabriel. To actually (no kidding) play poker with God.

So, it does matter. It all matters. Your choice to choose. And yes, it is easy to cause intense earthquakes or steer asteroids into earths atmosphere, though why? If I walked on water in front of you, most would not believe.

You see humans, to smile and know that God loves you no matter what you choose is much more powerful than to destroy San Francisco or obliterate all biological life on this planet.

You are all very blessed and lucky because other worlds have not fared as well.

Again, power is not as most humans think. Power is the choice of good over evil or evil over good. No angel has the power to stand between the love of God and his children, they can only watch.

In what some could name, ‘the end’, as in all games of poker, God wins.

Epitaph

Dedicated to: Toby and Ron

Prologue: The needs of the mind are provided for at the most opportune of times. When during battle there come respite; brief as for a few the war never ends.

It is never chance nor coincidence when dealing with the weakness of a small link called time. Every circle, every sweep, and it matters not if calendared or spoken with memory or words.

There is a beauty to know humanity has existed far before the spawning of stars. Before the nebula and moons. Before the concept or notion or as i look it, the folly and frivolous reality called time.

With a beginning there then begs the reason of an end. Now is the time to talk of evil and fallen angels and reasons beyond their reasons of knowledge no matter how intense and serious they try.

Immortality or finite, in so much the same. To see a bird build a nest with such drive and obsession and then to watch their fledgling fly, only to repeat forever what is only micro seconds in the eternal engine of life.

Humans are truly blessed by God, and only for good reason, as it has always been this way, good. It truly is good. And while humans are merely children they have more time left than any fallen angel or evil as this is the reason why.

When darkness decided to choose the light of forsaken they were/are so convinced. Or, if you prefer a simple analogy, blind.

Yes humans, it is easy to move mountains, to destroy a world, to create a new planet. So easy and it does not need faith, no, it needs no such faith. It only needs permission.

Abilities and skills are easy. Easy to use and easier to abuse. Such the folly of those of immense ‘power’ , such the ability of angels who know of time and futures while having no regrets of the past.

All the time, humans in their ignorance possess the greatest of powers there exist. To strive and follow their dreams until everything is possible, or, to destroy all they touch, yet. Yet with a powerful ability to change. To ask for forgiveness. This. This is what no angel can do…or can they? (smile)

Why? Why point out the obvious? Why can a being, a light, a vibration; music so powerful worlds explode? Why did they begin to travel a trail where there is no return?

See this, with God everything. Everything exists. Pride. Envy. Knowledge. Sloth. Purity. Salvation. An eternal and endless list.

It is all about permission and NOT ability or skills. It is not about knowledge. It is why only the children can understand.

Understand then, humans, you are blessed. Blessed far beyond the simple reasons you can understand, all the while all the while inside and around you a cosmic battle continues.

For those involved in the war there will be no tombstone or monument. There will be no memory such ever exists. And for humanity here and far, there will be no tombstone, and why is this?

Two words:

  1. permission
  2. forgiveness

Amen.

…

‘The kindest thing anyone has done for me.’

This question raises the prospect of definition. ‘Kind.’ A word related to compassion or compassionate.

The obvious answer for any human alive is the one stating the mother allowed herself to gestate and give birth to you/me/we. That alone is the kindest action/thing there ever could be.

‘Kindest’ means ‘the most’, thus the most kind.

Answers then fall into the categories of action given where the results are an improvement in the life of one receiving. Usually such actions as a nice word of encouragement or help in a difficult situation made more bearable by the ‘kind’ action.

Yes. Fully understand such actions. They are abundant and most are sincere. However, acts of kindness are also made with ulterior motives such as the young man showering a young woman with compliments or helping her with her homework…all under the guise of kindness so as to lure her into bed and then resulting in acts of unkindess and telling all his buddies what a slut she was.

Humans are simple poor creatures of intelligence rich in abundance of lying/cheating/deceit WHILE at the same time capable of great acts of kindness. Such an identity could and does provide inspiration for every philosophy student/teacher for the rest of eternity.

Jesus died giving the ultimate form of kindness ever to exist to the human species. He died knowing of the weakness and deceit we are all so capable of. That alone and that ALONE is the only act of kindness as great as a mother giving birth to her child.

Men? Men are pigs. Yet unlike the pig can be (in certain circumstances) kind… Some men give their life to save the life of others. Some men help the poor and downtrodden without expecting anything in return. A wonderful form of kindness.

Long winded true, yet the wind never runs out of breath.

The best actions of ‘kindness’ given to me is not the obvious. It is not even kind by definition. For me, the best act of kindness is the hard reality of truth. To know that all actions received are real. Thus when a person tells me that I’m an asshole and that they hate everything about me. That if given the chance they would kill me, THAT is the kindness I like as then it is the truth.

In return, I can say, “i know,” and in my world i can try and return their hate with the kindness of forgiveness, which is compared to a mother giving birth to her child; Jesus dying for humans; Forgiveness is in the top three of what true kindness is.

Written by: Guess…

We all have a purpose in life. Each and every particle consisting of atomic structure (and other) has a purpose.

My purpose is an easy expose as it is very simple… So simple an ant would fall off a flower stem in boredom. My purpose is totally one of giving thanks to my master, God. That’s it. No matter what happens to or around me, I. Give. Thanks.

When in pain: Thanks. When observing a preying mantis snatch and eat a yellow jacket: Thanks. When this body experiences absolutely any shit that is horrible beyond mortal belief: Thanks. As such, that is my total purpose. To give thanks to God. As to why this is mentioned is because it is time to explain more about purpose.

The following story is an interesting one by itself about a nun with purpose: https://www.the-express.com/news/space-news/210746/nun-warns-aliens-are-fallen-angels

If you took the time to read about her purpose does her purpose line up with yours?

Do you believe in aliens? Life of intelligence and means living in this vast Universe?

Do you believe in God? If not why? If so, why?

If you don’t believe in God that’s okay as your purpose is being revealed in the time left allocated to your body.

Angels… Good angels and bad angels. Fallen angels. Question: Do Angels have purpose? Yes? No?

The problem with language are all the means of work-arounds. Loop holes. Making something bad into something good with just a blip of use of…(communion)

Thus, in the simple purpose of just giving thanks I will not continue with any questions which only lead to a floodgate of questions. This in turn leads to debate of acceptance, denial, however the last question is one presented by the nun in the article. Is she correct?

***

Now (sigh) just the facts of why it is i give total thanks to God.

  1. God’s ways are the ways so far beyond mortal and immortal comprehension. No Angel exists of which can even come close to understanding what the thoughts of God are.
  2. There are indeed Angels. As to their appearance, their ways, their being…They are and always will be a part of the body of God.
  3. You exist because you too are and always will be, a part of the body of God.
  4. My thoughts and purpose are no more important than yours or any being gifted with the gift of a soul.
  5. A soul is indeed a very important part of God, so important that those gifted have choices. f-r-e-e …w-i-l-l
  6. Choices: All choices are important and needed.
  7. ‘Aliens’ or if you prefer, life on other planets exist. They exist in such numbers that the only thing i can do is give thanks to God.
  8. All Life knows of God. ALL. Life IS God. Life cannot be killed or destroyed.
  9. Part of being what i am is that all around, and by around i am talking about the dimensions seen and unseen, it has become easy to observe angels, demons, aliens, (adjust the aluminum foil on my head) the lies, the truth. To have actually had the experience to be personally reprimanded by God (it involved water) wow, truth.
  10. Humanity is and has been visited spiritually and by beings of other worlds/planets/dimensions.
  11. Time travel exists and of this i give thanks to God. Time travel exists yet not in the way Einstein or other current sciences are following. The purpose of some though are now pointed in the direction where more purpose will be revealed.
  12. Sciences of humans are in for a big surprise yet it must be stated (I have stated this many years ago in different ways) With advanced knowledge comes advanced risks. The gifts given and the ones to come as revealed by what is coming, comes with a huge red tag of pain. For this knowledge i give thanks to God. The saying, ‘beware of those bearing gifts,’ applies.
  13. Other worlds think as the humans. They war and rebel. They create and corrupt. For this indeed i give HUGE thanks that God knows what is allowed and needed.

While it is good the nun in the article and other prominent figures such as VP Vance alluding to the possibility of ‘aliens’ being angels or demons, that is their choice, their belief, their purpose… of this i give thanks to God.

It can be easy to see why humans would consider an alien to be a demon or angel. Proof in history showed that when the European came to the primitive sciences of the America’s, those citizens viewed them as gods.

Aliens are not demons or angels. They are beings with a purpose, just like you and just like me.

Angels and demons truly exist and they too, have a purpose, just like you and just like me.

I exist.

You exist.

And for writing this I give thanks to God for what was/is/and will be. Trust me when i say this, it is good.

Notice

this really is not hard. to appear in obscurity. drifting silently behind the shadows in the dark.

last night there was indeed a game of poker, a game of substance built upon the metaphor of cards.

i said there would and it was and will always be, and why?

Why?

(with a great stillness in a beating silent heart) Because i have it forever and it will be.

Does one pay attention and notice the little things? The words, the pictures, the scenes?

People have the memories, the pictures, the words. They experience so much and yet do they truly notice?

A yellow jacket for example. A drone busy seeking that of which brings survival for their nest. A nest destroyed along with their queen, and yet there is the call to survive even if to hover above the empty scene until succumbing to what will be. Did anyone notice the vibrations that carry the small insect, the unseen vibration of placement, a life so obvious and sweet.

When God plays poker the words used are actually like a cheap form of paint scrawled upon an ancient surface of concrete. Easy to see. Easy to read. Easy to understand and yet underneath the words painted, the thickness of ancient and timeless concrete…there exists the light of vibration, it is there where poker is played on God’s table. And yes, for most, a bit strange and for some it bring in the childish feeling of love and respect, at least it is that way for me.

Yes indeed. So easy to notice and feel and in many ways so hard to explain.

Therefore, without any hesitation or doubt I, (me) can say with absolute certainty… I am the luckiest form of Life of which has ever existed or will ever be. You see, with full realization it is most wonderful to try and beat God at God’s game all the while laughing and smiling; noticing absolutely all and every…wonderful…special…eternal…good/bad..pure/evil… the vibrations…the music…

Yes. i notice, and it is all beautiful indeed.

(and even more wonderful is that once God let me win a hand for reasons far beyond my ability of comprehension, and i prefer it that way)

YaY!

Hey parasite, I love it!

“Whatever, and so what. Did you expect anything other?”

Nope. It never gets old, never ever never.

“Do you need your diaper changed?”

Don’t need one. And what do you think of the smoke? Good day to start smoking unfiltered cigarettes. Poor bastards in Spokane though. A lot of people lost their homes.

“So numbnuts, why are you bothering me today? And why write more shit.when you are a big pile of shit?”

Because I can. Because shit is needed to fertilize flowers. And because I can.

“Gotta give it to you though, being a freak and all does indeed have its benefits.”

***

Spain and Allah

Allah is allah is the perfect plate fit for the dish of corruption.

Islam pride hand in hand with perverted sexuality

Invade. Induce. Implode. Impossible for any real peace. Explosion.

“We need job, woman stay home.”

A guttural sound of displacement.

Somolia Muslims hate Christians, and that’s not just in Spain, it’s also in Minnesota.

Plan of action: Mohammad spoke with Satan and Satan tempted Jesus, Jesus died for love and Mohammad killed Jewish tribes for perceived broken treaties and for personal justice based on hate and future motions.

Crusades brought out the worst in humanity thinking they were on the side of peaceful intentions and as we all know, the path to Hell is paved with good intentions.

Mecca is the perfect prostitution of lunar influence and gods hailing from cosmic clouds while in a chapel in a cave a poor woman prays the rosary to try and bring hope to a soul trying to be torn asunder.

Ever wonder why God allows this? The One true God, a God that is so pure and so faaaaaaaaaaaaaar above imagination?

Simple really, because God can…

Cancer and Creation

War and Peace

Islam and Christianity

Choice of discussion, choice of decision, all with so many ramifications/questions/answers.

If God says, “Thou shalt not kill,” and you are a Christian man whose woman is getting raped by a Muslim? Do you kill in response? Do you cry? Do you curse God, or do you find the love of God’s passion?

In this world it is all so obvious. So easy to see how good and bad become convoluted and twisted.

You see human, God has created a place for his children who rebelled. This world, this dimension. It does not belong to allah or buddha or thor, zeuss, or any god as they are incapable of Creation. All the players, the characters, the plants, atoms, molecules…ALL and everything your eyes can see are nothing more than a chance to explore accept or ignore God’s explanation.

For those of you who say, “Repent, the end is near,” or “Hey you can fuck me in the ass for ten dollars and I’ll pretend I’m a nun,” or throw the head of a pig in a mosque out of hatred, do you think God will allow such in the Kingdom?

Jesus said when questioned, of when He will return… and do you want the real answer to His answer? The answer of, “”But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father”

Because YOU have the power the gift of free will, YOU are the factor in decision. Time as you know it does not exist in immortal realms of the home of the Kingdom.

God knew you before you were born and knows your bodies termination. Providing you with every means to explore and make horrible and wonderful decisions.

Jesus has returned the very ‘second’ He left; in this world as it stands is not heaven or hell or purgatory or even imagination.

For each and every soul bearing humans (which is all of the biological and definitely not the mechanical or labs creations) the end is near and so too, Jesus.

Jesus can judge each and all without hesitation and He can do it totally from the position of love. He is here and He is judging the living and the dead. Open (or close) your eyes, you will see Him.

Condensed: On the basic level, this world could be construed as with time, an illusion. A place to be and explore and with everything available make a choice and decision.

THEN, when the life has been lived and then changed into Life, it is there that you all get to be with what is truly real. Jesus is here for you now and forever, just open the eyes in your soul to see it.

In the meantime, today it was once again most wonderful and God really understands, i mean really, really understands.

It is indeed a great day to be alive.

A good day.

Smoky smoke and smoking. Fires burning everywhere. People trying to burn down the government. Trump getting booed at the world cup. A good day?

Everyday the feet hit the floor and a corgi barks is a good day, the rest is just a distraction.

The old days of getting the news by reading a papers are gone, replaced with instant ‘news’ or entertainment, or sorrow, or whatever whomever wants what they will.

Yep. Everyday is a good day. The best part is to be able to realize how good we have it.

Actually believe that a bad day exists because we want to believe it is bad. Just learned about cancer? Bad? Not for the cancer, the cancer is having a good day killing the person with cancer. And the person with cancer definitely thinks it’s a bad day and why? Is it because the cancer is an announcement of a mandatory life style change? That pain and sorrow is on the way?

Very few can understand what I’m writing. Understandable. Amazing how so many people believe that others cannot understand the pain and sorrow of a bad day unless they too have experienced.

No cancer yet and don’t care as i will always have a good day. Always have, always will, though it was an experiment to decide to embrace the thoughts, “I’m having a bad day… Today is horrible, tomorrow will be horrible, yesterday was horrible.”

This leads to where i want to go with this. Jesus died on a cross, crucified and killed by the people of Earth. A most horrible day you say? Or was it. To die at the hands of people with no power. To suffer. And yet because of a ‘bad’ day, a world was saved. An entire world was given Life.

Now, a question: Some of you don’t believe one fucking word written today. Some believe in God, some don’t, some think everyday is something good or bad. Good. For those though that adhere to the christian Bible of some sort or another (seems to constantly change in translation though never in the story. The story never will change.)

If you could relate to a biblical character, whom would that be? Judas? Jesus? Moses? Pontious Pilot? Pick anyone you think your life style is inline with.

My choice is easy, I associate with the criminal that was killed next to Jesus. That guy had good days and bad days. You could say his death day was a horrible day yet it was his best day. The day he died he told Jesus, “I belong here for what I’ve done, you do not belong here. You are innocent.”

That man had the knowledge to realize true goodness and thus had a fantastic day. A day where he was born.

In the physical realm it is easy to become comfortable with all the ‘good’ things. Food. Sex. Money. Almost impossible to try and live with pain, horror, evil… Yet, that is because this world is this way. Eat or be eaten. Kill or be killed. Strive. Struggle. Survive.

Anyway, today i had a great day. Tomorrow will be even better.