this really is not hard. to appear in obscurity. drifting silently behind the shadows in the dark.

last night there was indeed a game of poker, a game of substance built upon the metaphor of cards.

i said there would and it was and will always be, and why?

Why?

(with a great stillness in a beating silent heart) Because i have it forever and it will be.

Does one pay attention and notice the little things? The words, the pictures, the scenes?

People have the memories, the pictures, the words. They experience so much and yet do they truly notice?

A yellow jacket for example. A drone busy seeking that of which brings survival for their nest. A nest destroyed along with their queen, and yet there is the call to survive even if to hover above the empty scene until succumbing to what will be. Did anyone notice the vibrations that carry the small insect, the unseen vibration of placement, a life so obvious and sweet.

When God plays poker the words used are actually like a cheap form of paint scrawled upon an ancient surface of concrete. Easy to see. Easy to read. Easy to understand and yet underneath the words painted, the thickness of ancient and timeless concrete…there exists the light of vibration, it is there where poker is played on God’s table. And yes, for most, a bit strange and for some it bring in the childish feeling of love and respect, at least it is that way for me.

Yes indeed. So easy to notice and feel and in many ways so hard to explain.

Therefore, without any hesitation or doubt I, (me) can say with absolute certainty… I am the luckiest form of Life of which has ever existed or will ever be. You see, with full realization it is most wonderful to try and beat God at God’s game all the while laughing and smiling; noticing absolutely all and every…wonderful…special…eternal…good/bad..pure/evil… the vibrations…the music…

Yes. i notice, and it is all beautiful indeed.

(and even more wonderful is that once God let me win a hand for reasons far beyond my ability of comprehension, and i prefer it that way)