The More Eye

The more I am around people, the more i want to flee.

Backstabbing, bickering, lying, deceitful, dishonest… Is that me? Or is it everyone alive?

I don’t care as it all is just a big pile of horseshit. Inspirational though!

Oh, and a huge bit of advice for anyone reading this. NEVER buy property in a home owners association. Also, NEVER trust humans! They only exist to hate and create personal pain.

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If you could be anything, anything at all

A tree

A rock

A fish

A bird…

Would you choose anything other than who you are?

i did and do…

Renounce the human species as i’d rather be anything other, anything at all

with an eye watching humanity tear itself

apart.

Should i draw more?

To draw upon the breath; lungs filling to bring the exhale

Drawing a breath comes with necessity, drawing with hand comes with commands

commands to me or to ignore as nothing except God can command me.

 

Lately, the glares and side glances while in minds tucked away… the hate, the ignorance, the, the, the… who gives a shit.

 

It does not matter, this world, this plain.

I know that now, as it truly is just an exercise in futility.]]

This planet is not a kind or good place. It is filled with evil and hate, and yet, with such a thin thread of gossamer, it intrigues.

Drawn a new plan, a new dream, one only known to those alone as it must be, for the realm crumbles, the body fails, and the World draws me…

i Voted

Observations gathered for so long now

Put together to form idea’s, to bring together, to learn yes and no

On one hand there is taste, feelings, experience

On the other there is bad taste, feeling, experience

therefore

so easy to pull the switch, turn off the lights, close the doors

one more planet lost to another beginning

as such

i voted.

Wasted

dumpster tableThese goddamn computers… took a pic with a phone and after a bunch of attempts, went old school.

Anyway. Found this table at the dump. I repainted the top but other than that, this is what someone threw away.

I like it and some others will too. For those that don’t, this is an example of what people throw away.

The garbage in the U.S.A. is treasure for poor people in other countries (and even this country)

This country is so rich it can even afford to throw away children via abortion.

i am so glad i am poor…

Flat Wall

Flat WallThey asked questions. Simple minds of young boys and girls. There in the pools of algae water and dragon dreams.

A spider perched upon the right shoulder was a question asked by itself.

“What is your favorite rock band?” and in reply his answer fit just as so many questions at once.

“What is your name,” he asked

Robin

“Robin what?”

So fun in the dance as the waters splashed. Holding the spray with eyes closed, listening to those so many questions asked.

My name? Funny he should ask, so in reply a picture speaks so subtle, so silent, and it was so wonderful he asked.

Fuck Algorithm’s !

With a word so straight some to say,

true,

yes indeed, the perfect explanation a mind could seek

So, to clue: If sex and play are used, a program starts to unravel

Though even if sensitive, does not the flower smell… sweet?

 

Or, the world of knitting, such a web of design! With passivity, with such calm

this progress of vines

and yet?

 

Monsters oozing stench, oil foul

to gag on books reminding the masses

of bleaker, horrific, darkness…

 

If the mathematical masters of influence even start to think they can follow

Computer precision of focus to guide the flow

Ha!

You sure do have a lot to learn.

Event Horizon (while standing on a peanut shell)

event horizon

Inspired today as the Sun spawned a dog of fanged intentions so justly applied it was the catalyst of force.

Now, first… Intelligence. Memory. All interesting, all rooted in questions.

Remember how you asked questions while a young child? Questions such as: Why do the stars blink? Or for that matter, what are stars?

So fun to listen to children constantly question those who are willing to listen. So fun to listen to those same children who mature, grow and through education become doctors, scientists, philosophers, teachers…and still ask those same questions.

There is much to write about. Endless actually, but this article is simple, as it should be.

The ‘Big Bang’. You probably have heard of it. How scientists and humans in general have come to an acceptable theory on how it ‘ALL’ began…

Basically one moment there is nothing but a very small chunk of matter in a void of black suddenly going “BOOM!” and the expanding galaxies are the result. Interesting theory. Wrong of course. But so is the answer on why lightning makes thunder and the answer given to some children is that, “The sound comes from Angels bowling…”

Infinity. Curved horizons as light is bent. Mass. Gravity. And, of course, those tricky little things called, Black Holes.

The answers to all you all seek is already answered. It is obvious. It is…you. That is the easy part. Answers. Simple. Easy. Obvious… It is…the questions that give most fits.

So, where did you come from? Where do you go? Why do you or anything exist? Does the Universe go forever? What is beyond forever?

HaH!

Questions make the head hurt. Answers are so simple they seem;…’ impossible’.

So, a simple question: Are you impossible? The answer by itself is, yes. Yes, you are impossible. You should not exist. You should not even be a thought, concept, or idea… yet you are.

What fun!

Most intelligent people need proof. A scientist will formulate a hypothesis and then seek to either confirm or disprove through facts.

Lets paint a picture: You are naked and alive. Standing on the edge of the Universe (or in your backyard someplace on Earth) You look to the night sky and wonder… You ask the question…”How far to the edge? How many Suns are there? How many planets? How many galaxies? How? How? How? (and maybe a lot of, why?)”

You are naked and alive, asking questions, all the while forgetting that it is… impossible for you to exist. And yet, you are naked and alive. You know you are… yet if you get the answers you already know and are born with, you chose/choose to ignore or deny. Truly amazing!

Consciousness. Self. Identity. Individual. Human…

Tonight, it is a good time to reveal and travel. Rest well and as you sleep, open your eyes. Open your mind. And when you awake, when you reach out your hand, remember the touch and sensation. Was it a dream? Was it real? Or, maybe you will start to understand.

Clar it y

Disjointed seams

sewn by hands of comfort

seated bottom; seated solutions

in my pocket rub stones

balled together

thinking

clear ly

while above a bird shows clarity

su ch

a

song

in

my

mind.

 

Every So Often

From that start of ever ending,

endings…

 

to tear off my clothes

tailored understandings…

 

Revealed reminders misted into

eternal mirror…

 

Then to see all from the side of pane

reflections of

Infinity.

Nope

It is not much

the chain attached to the bowl

a bowl filled with all of creation

sipping, tasting, being…

 

Thank God

for the sword indeed bites deep

such penetrations, and yet…

 

For my brother…

It is almost

Time.