(we are devo)

Are we not men? A way to say human and not the male gender. Mankind. Humanity. A species now currently caught up in gender identity and identity in the Universe. Such trivial shit when so many much more important things exist.

Guessing I’m a misanthrope as all I see is the bad side of mankind and then, at the same time, just like in the last entry, I get a little hope seeing how mankind can be.

Today, the experiment continued. Eating at a local place that serves an all-you-can eat pizza, it was amusing.

Entering the place at 2:00 pm I noticed the buffet time was from 11:00 am until 2:00 pm. Gratefully the nice lady worker said there was plenty of pizza so we could partake of the special price.

Now, being a monster such as what i am, I get to feel/see/hear/smell/and other things that would only bore you, that others cannot even imagine. So, I felt the minds of the other two people sitting there. One was a woman and the other, her husband. I could feel the anger and hate coming from them. Why? That was for them to decide and not me.

As we paid for the meal and went to get some drinks out of the newfangled computer buttoned soda dispenser, the man stood and went to where the pizza was in a small clear container. He loaded up his plate with about eight pieces, leaving only a few slices.

I laughed inside as it only confirmed what I’ve known for a very, very, very long time.

Sitting there, I enjoyed getting off work early. I enjoyed watching the rain storm outside. And, I enjoyed the few pieces of pizza the man left for ‘me’ along with a wonderful salad bar.

After a few minutes, the man and woman stood up and left. And with their departure, the air cleared in the room as they took their evil thoughts with them. Now, what really made me laugh is the man left most of the pieces of pizza uneaten on his plate.

For me, I only believe in the goodness of God and the one God sent to this planet, (God) Jesus. Jesus died for the human species in what can only be considered love. In my mind, I consider this foolish, but then again, i am a monster so that is natural.

It is only because of God that I will never destroy this world as so many other worlds have been destroyed, and so many more will continue.

As to the man expressing such a piggish attitude and waste, i do not hate or despise him as I am not allowed too. No, I feel sorry for such a man as he and she are no different than those billions of men and women that have ever existed since humans were gifted with a soul.

It truly is refreshing though, to see small, random acts of kindness. In the eyes of those doing such acts i see God and hear God’s music in the wind.