Fun day today, strange people at the pool, even scared a woman who left…It’s all good though as monsters are supposed to scare people. This woman reminded me of a battleground where forces are very strong and very opposed. The rest of the people at the pool were  fun to study though.

Speaking of battlegrounds. Good. Evil. Heard of those two? Well, there are more, so many more.

Now light is supposed to be good, right? And right is usually looked at as good while sinister used to be ‘left’ handed…confused? Good. You’re right and probably left wondering what the hell is never going to be read by anyone.

Why will it not be read is because you and you and everyone else don’t really care unless it affects you or something dear to you.

Many souls share concern for the basic battles between Good and Evil, many more do not.

Recently a visitor to my home ‘borrowed’ a time piece from me…why? The pocket watch is broken and has been so for close to 100 years. Oh the games, ever the games, but if the person really wanted to know what time is I would have gladly given them the watch plus a very personal ‘lesson’ in time.

Light battles Light, did you know that? And I’m not talking about Lucifer and such, no that’s to basic, too easy. Also, Darkness battles Darkness, weird huh? And you couldn’t understand that if you wanted too.

What happens when people gain knowledge? Oh, lets say some kind of ‘Tree of knowledge’ crap, sorta like the Garden of Eden.

“Horseshit. No God. No Adam. No Eve. If there were there would be incest, there would be…”

Knowledge? You speak from a mind filled with knowledge? And where did your thoughts come from? Exactly, you’re just another fucking human with a fat composed bio computer that actually for a biological specimen is pretty neat, and the gift of knowledge.

Did you know battles are beneficial for life? Of course you do. Viral mutations causing mass casualties causing strength causing…cause and effect.

“Robin, you’re even more daft tonight than normal.”

Daft? Learn a new old word parasite? Nobody uses the word daft anymore, it’s not cool, or awesome.

“Okay, how about retarded?”

Can’t use that word anymore parasite, it’s politically incorrect. See? There is always a battle. A battle of words. A battle of emotions. And let me tell you what parasite, I once allowed myself to feel emotions and battled with it but no sir, never again. There are more important battles to fight. Battles no one can understand, at least no one from this world.

Let me tell you something else that no one else will ever read. Tonight I get a pass to travel and travel I will and it won’t be on this world. Oh fuck no, there is a special place i’m going too and man/woman/whatever, is this trip ever needed.

Might draw a picture about it for this word ‘tomorrow’ or ‘yesterday’ or maybe ‘eternity’ it all gets a bit confusing after such a long time…

“Uh, okay man, whatever? Go to your happy place. Seriously though, don’t you need medical help or some kind of therapy? I know, take a mud bath and put cucumber slices over your eyes. Maybe go fuck a garden gnome, but seriously Robin, you’re sounding a bit  ‘off kilter’…”

Don’t worry parasite (it’s good that I know you could absolutely not give a shit about me) The clarity, the feelings, the moment never more vibrant than what it is now. And it’s only going to get better. (at least for this piece-of-shit shell)

It was once said, “To train a stubborn mule you have to hit it in the head with a board before the training begins,” interesting this concept of ‘stubborn’ interesting to see also what’s coming from the worlds… the outside, inside, and between.