I like being anonymous yet be what i am and after a month of not writing, yippee!

Any addiction is powerful. Food. Drink. Drugs. Sex. For this creature; writing is a very strong addiction.

For years the need to express and finding outlets via so many forums and sites.

Poetry Circle was nice in that the surroundings were wolves in sheep’s clothing. The best thing about that site is they do have wonderful tools for a writer to use, other than  that they are too much a representative of what’s wrong with this world of writers/writing. If you’re a reader/writer that really like to be a part of a well organized mob of writers you should join and embrace all the lovely folks there, just watch your back as wolves looooove to eat sheep…

Creator and Catalyst run by Mark is/was a wonderful place to create though currently Mark is having a spiritual battle within himself. I do admire his dedication to writers though.

Now the website- Aphelion- most excellent! Highly recommend that place for writers wanting to expand, create, and be. It was amazing they tolerated my crap and for this I will forever be thankful.

Yes, this new venue is going to be fun as you’re going to get not only the insight of a monster but you’re going to see clarification of what is going on in your world behind the ‘scenes’. A whole lot of shit most don’t realize is going on. Magic. Witchcraft. ‘Alien’ life. Druids. Time travel. Religion. Good. Evil. God. Satan.  Life. Death. Hate. Love. Deception on a grand  scale along with what is real. ( plus as an added bonus free of charge… your mind will be exposed to subliminal activity which has no ‘earthly’ words to describe.)

“Sounds like you’re crazy Robin, daresay, nuts?”

Ah, there you are parasite. Welcome to this new home. How do you like it?

“It sucks, just like you.”

Yes parasite, just like me, just like you…

“Must admit though, those new bags of potato chips were what lured me to come over here. That new spicy one is great.”

Yes reader this is going to be fun as it might even be entertaining for some. So much to write about and is there time to write it all? Ah yes, time. Always it comes down (never up) to time. The answer of course: Yes. All the time in the ‘world’.

And now, since there are a lot of words bottled up inside, time for a release.

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Dreams

Nightmares to scream as your sheets soak in sweat as the body crashes to the ground

Blood, gore, pain, it seems the bodies way for the mind to be

Bodies sweating; moaning lust of bliss; sensual pleasures beyond the awake – wet these dreams.

To awake to forget the recent scenes

Some dream of bliss, of better days, of success, of love, of joy, happiness

wishful scenes.

 

Asleep the R.E.M. provides Awake there is the ‘reality’

Really?

What is a dream?

What is a nightmare?

Angel guidance or Demons please?

 

Understand you cannot understand the answers as you can only dream

Only you can think you know the answers

But can you see what’s looking back?

God? Satan? Reality? Logic?

or are there names for that you cannot understand?

of course the answer is

yes.

 

My heart is ice cold and blacker than any demons soul

yet

warmer and  bright than any angels birthright

so?

 

For a monster there are no nightmares to forget, no moments of happiness or bliss to experience…

There is only the Dream, always

the Dream.